I still do it.

It was weird.

... too difficult.

I could not believe what i've saw ... while having this process.

But ... i knew i had to do it.

I just knew ... i need to know what is hided into my unconscious.

And those nonsenses come out of me ... ruining my existence.

In fact ... i had an obsession for discovering those energies from my darkness.

To understand ... why they dominate me ... and what they really want from me.

I felt ... that some small devils ... were staying inside of me.

Randomly ... taking the control of my life ... but totally ruining my whole existence.

The whole process of exploring and understanding this side of mine ... was difficult.

Maybe ... too difficult.

But the real problem was that i couldn't accept it was all part of my being.

That something inside of me was sabotaging ... my journey in life.

Unfortunately ... the fact that I couldn't accept it ... it didn't changed anything.

.... absolutely anything.

I've continued the exploration.

And ... i've tried to convince myself that same as i have moments when i am actually acting as an angel ... there also many moments of being ... a devil.

I knew ... all that.

I was good in theory.

... but the process of self therapy didn't worked so good.

I could only ... hope ... that time will allow me to become wiser ... and somehow understand all.

But ...

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